STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!
AR!!!why do i feel so ultra stress???
WHY???WHY???WHY???
STUDY???NAGS???
JUST WAD???
WTH...
so kaobei...
everyday feel so stress til i wanna just open my big n long window n jump!!!
nonono...
i shall wait till i move liao den jump...
cos it's 3 storeys higher n i will be the first to jump down my block...
my current block got people jump before...
not exciting liao...
lmao...
wadeva...
and,for people hu dun believe that i would do such things...
ask those who saw the slashes that were on my hand...
IT'S SCARY...
i love slashing myself
u may think tat i m insane...
but i really do...
cos there's nth meaningful to do...
everyone is so heartless to me...
my parents wil onli sae how not well i do im exams...
i noe i m STUPID okay???
do they even noe why i do so not well???
i have been thinking this while and got the ans to my ques...
WHY CAN'T I DO WELL IN MY STUDIES???
the ans is...
i am stress!!!
cos i feel tat people dun treat me well enough...
i feel that i am always alone...
i feel tat my parents no longer love me lyk they use to...
i feel tat my lonely life as an onli child sux...
i feel tat i am so lonely wifout family n frens...
the thing is...
I DON'T FEEL LOVED!!!
tat's why i can't concentrate in class...
n becos i can't concentrate in class,
I CANNOT DO WELL IN MY STUDIES...
i might as well do badly n drop out of tis sch...
leave tis stressful sch...
leave my frens,who add stress to my life...
leave gd studies(so that i dun have to study so hard)...
leave everything n start a brand new life...
LEAVE THIS WORLD!!!
okok...
i shan't be EMO...
anyway,tis is my 90th post liao...:D
haish...
i dun think i can live till 90...
if can even live till 19 you should be glad liao...
cos lyk i said i am going to jump down my new house at the 14th storey after i move...
okok...
lyk i said,i shan't be EMO...
BYES...

I signed off feeling that i will die before i turn 18,
Qiao Ru =D (I wanna smile cos i am going to die!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D)