HARLOWS!!!
was seen missing for a week...
LOL
cos haven finish hw, cant play comp...
then going to move le, nvr pack things...
so oso cant play lor...=.=
so sian...
now nobody at home so cum n play...
lol...
if not must wait till next year then can play lar...
lol...
no lar no lar, will try to finish hw by friday...
so that can play during weekend...
lol...
so damn sian...
sch re-opening le...
then must go look at the stupid class...
so cold-blooded de...
a lot of ppl are liddat, esp the gals...
lol...
but not all lar...
sum still okok...
i just cannot stand those two-sided ppl lor...
then she herself two-sided still have the face sae ppl is two-sided de lors...
then u noe my academic part is lyk sai oso...
so dun wan go there and be sai sia...
walao...
stupid de lor...
then my parents onli care about their mian zi sia...
just now, before my mum went out, she just scolded me sia!!!
then i mumbled to myself, 'mian zi bi jiao zhong yao hai shi ni de du sheng nv bi jiao zhong yao'
wa piang cans???
if dun have me, she will have all her face already wad...
so why bother to have me?!
how i wish i have siblings can???
then my mum will go nag at them...
walao lor...
all my ah ma's fault sia...
becos she asked my mum to go drink a kind of medicine...
she lost her first child!!!
cos tat medicine is sum kind of 'duo tai yao'...
walao lor...
or i will have a sibling who is arnd 18 already sia!!!
then her second child, she lost it when she went to work...
she dunno she pregnant, then go and work...
then too tired then her baby 'dropped'!!!
walao!!!
or i will have a sibling arnd 15 sia!!!
then her company moving to malaysia at that time...
so she became a housewife after that...
then when she had me in 1993, and she knew...
then brought me on to this miserable earth sia!!!
WALAO!!!
why lose my two other sibling n nvr lose me sia!!!
walao!!!
nt fair!!!
how i wished she lose me but have the other two children...
she blamed me for killing her two babies sia!!!
she said i am selfish n couldn't let anyone share my parents wif me!!!
WTH!!!
if she pian xin, i will lar...
but i dun even noe she will pian xin anot...
but probably will lor, if that child has a working brain and is a male...
even my cousin who hates to study she oso treat him much better just becos he's a boy!!!
walao!!!
then sae all my relative sae i start sch very young n had tuition so i can study well!!!
where have such things???
my another cousin oso study very young, then went tuition at a much younger age than me, he oso nvr do as well as me wad!!!
how can liddat?!
walao lor!!!
everyone just thinks their child is the cleverest lar!!!
then find excuses...
lyk my that cousin's mum, go sae cos he is a boy!!!
where have such things???
my another cousin, nvr had tuition n he is going to da xue already lar!!!
and he did so damn well for his pri sch education lor!!!
WTH?!
onli my mum thinks that i am stupid and can nvr do as well as my that cousin...
she sae he how gd how gd...
actually, if that damn gd why nvr go RI leh?!
walao...
he was oso from nanhua wad...=.=
WTHWTH...
just becos he got 251 n went special n i got 248 n went express?!
WTHWTHWTH!!!
walao lor!!!
i admit my cousin is really damn damn damn damn hardworking n pro lar...=.=
n i slack slack slack slack n dunno wad on earth happens in class lar...
but, i can at least study!!!
not lyk my cousin, see books lyk see nth liddat...
she gameboy lyk see gold liddat!!!
walao lor...
dunno sia...
how i wish i had nvr came to this world, living this miserable life sia...
how i wish i can be lyk my other siblings...
wadeva...
shall stop crapping...
BYE

I signed off miserably,
Qiao Ru D= (Smile yourself if you have a mum who blames you for losing her child!!!)