think, think, think.
I WANNA SLAP MYSELF.
i keep thinking of my common test, then feeling lyk giving myself a slap one after another.
I SUCK!
i mean it man.
it's been almost 2wks bt i cant help it lar!
geog, why did i fucking leave that geog textbk in my dummaye locker, thinking that i've alrdy put it in my harversack.
HELLO?
but harversacks and lockers look completely DIFFERENT.
gdbye hope, hello reality.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
hist, i did study.
i did badly, bt nt that serious yet.
knowing that i have a teacher who doesnt mark carefully, i still din bother to look for marks.
i may have passed, considering it was onli 1 mark.
most of my classmates gt 2marks added.
gdbye pass, hello fail.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
eng, i improved, yea, BUT, why did i write that fucking chen zuyi in ques 5a?
and yeah, 1 freaking mark flew away.
gdbye b3, hello b4.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
hcl, the paper was hard to understand.
for a language loser lyk me.
yes, when it comes to talking, my kou cai is lyk, omg gd.
reading or writing, DREAM ON.
and yea, i finally passed my compre.
bt, the mqc compre, was a freak.
i gt a pathetic score of 2/10.
and yea, cos of it, 27/55, fail, BY HALF A MARK.
and i couldnt dig for any 同情分.
and, yes, agn, gdbye pass, hello fail.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
then lit.
yes, i did quite well.
i managed to get an a.
even tho it was just an A2.
considering most of my classmates din get a, it was quite convincing.
but thinking that it was just 1mark to A1, 18/25.
think alrdy oso buay song.
last yr oso liddat lar!!!
gdbye A1, hello A2.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
maths, i was determined to get an a this time.
bt, see the paper?!
almost half of the corhort fail lar!!!
WTH LAR.
yes, i passed.
i did quite well, bt it's nt up to standard luh!!!
if get B3 i oso wun so angry sia!!!
B4 leh!!!
many ppl will think i am crazy as they fail, bt i'm nt being crazy lar!!!
maths is the onli subject i take tuition but i only gt tis kinda loser score.
sian lor.
why din i study?!
i got B3 for CA1 de luh!
gdbye B3, hello B4.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
sci, yes, i improved.
by alot.
SO WHAT?!
i lost 3 stupid marks in chem!!!
1 mark cos of my stupidity, changing my ans when it's correct.
2 marks cos of my carelessness, not thinking carefully enough.
physics, okay lar, i nvr pass b4, except for a class test last yr, i still can gt A1.
gdbye A2, hello B3.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
art, i handed in my prepwork lor!!!
then i gt a freaking ZERO!
then i couldn't claim my marks cos my prepwork was with chunyun.
then when i told chunyun abt it, too late le lar!!!!!!!
zzz!!!
gdbye dunno what grade, hello C6.
serves me right.
*SLAP*
sian luh.
i ought to get tis 8 slaps man!!!
no point thinking abt it since it's alrdy a fact.
zzz.
BYE