TIRED, TIRED, TIRED!!!
ytd i was so tired until...
i took a nap immediately when i reached hm. =.=
then woke up to bathe and ate dinner, then slp agn. =.=
i rly too tired liao...
then today wake up early...
chiong hmwk...
BUT.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DOOOOOOOOOOO.
ARGHHHHHHH.
DAMN, this sucks.
zzz.
wanna be guai also cannot.
damn ittt.
i must work hard liao. :l
i'm gonna use my psle to stess myself so that i'll improve.
idc liao.
I'M GONNA DO THAT.
i wun be afraid of sci liao!
MUST CHIONGGGGGGGG.
ROAR.
MUST PROVE I DESERVED THAT A*.
MUST, MUST, MUST!
maths also.
my maths is rly getting from bad to worse, worse to worst.
zzz.
MUST PROVE I DESERVED A*!
zzz, languages...
i suck at them since young.
ok lar, i rock in chi last time.
zzz.
if only mdm ng taught me in p6.
i probably would have gotten an A*. =.=
and a distinction.
:l
i'm gonna play only 2hrs of audi weekly =.=
and most probably less than that.
and gonna use comp for only 3hrs/day instead of 5hrs.
i still rmb p6, i almost cried cos of tha dumbo prelim.
cos i studied damn hard for it.
and i did so badly.
i only did well in my maths lor.
also nt very well anw, 83 nia. =.=
the hcl, most ppl gt distinction lar.
that prelim was the highest i ever gt for hcl.
damn it, 76 nia.
cl, tmd lar.
only 75, damn.
then the eng, cblj sia.
at first 75 de, then listening i go change ans, becm 74.
kb lar.
then my most hated subject.
which is SCIENCE.
i only gt 66.
fk.
i rly hate sci.
even until nw.
i still hate it.
so all i expected was A*/A for maths, A and laguages, merit for hcl, and B for sci.
i expected 220 for psle lor, srsly.
:l
i was so sick of studying for sci, i din fking bother.
cos i knew, no matter hw hard i study, i will only get a B.
A 'B'!
i din even look at my tb nor notes.
i just went online.
and chatted with ppl, played games.
i srsly had no hopes for it.
i was even prepared to get a C.
budden when the results were out.
i got an A*.
an A*.
an A*, which i dun deserve.
AN A*, WHICH RUINED MY LIFE.
RUINED MY LIFE!
thx to that fking A*, i gt 248.
thx to that fking A*, i gt into nanhua.
thx to that fking A*, i gt myself in such a terrible, horrible, vegetable state.
THX TO THAT FKING A*, I GOT MY LIFE RUINED.
i rly hate tis.
zzz.
i wanna rewind, and nt gt that A*.
damn.
if i din get it, i wun have to prove i deserve that A* nw.
haish.
i hate this.
i'm gonna study hard.
and use lesser comp.
and play lesser games.
and read lesser storybooks.
and draw lesser crap.
and have lesser slp.
idc if i currently only have 4hrs of slp/da.
i'm gonna give myself even lesser slp.
FOR THE SAKE OF MY A1.
idc liao.
i'm gonna study like mad.
from today onwards.
STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!
BYE