Haiz.
Why.
Why must this happen?
I don't understand.
Pardon me if you think I'm typing too formally.
Cos I think I've gone mad.
I never expected this to happen.
Why must god do this to me?
I hate god.
I don't believe in god more then ever now.
Why must god torture me?
I don't understand.
I can't even get what I want.
So I shan't give life much of a damn now.
Bye.
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